I haven't written a blog post in about 3 months so being back is very strange.
A month ago I was dumped over text, no explaination, after a 3 year relationship. This has really rocked my world as I could imagine and these past few weeks I have been learning and slowly but surely getting back up. I am making this post as I imagine there are others out there going through this deep pain and thinking that it will never get better.
I am finding this very hard and it is very new to me as you could imagine. When this first occured, I felt the need to squash this pain and trying to make myself okay overnight.
Whilst were here I am just going to add that I am sorry if this post is all over the place but I am trying to get a million feelings out into words that I am trying to make sense in my head. I have spent this 4 weeks trying to get up and I have learnt to realise that in order for this pain to get better I need to let my body and my mind come to terms with this first. I know it will get better and it has a lot even if I do have those down moments.
Getting dumped over text is hard because you have a million reasons running through your head as to why this didn't work and as to why you wasn't good enough. You're good enough and I know how hard this is to see when you're feeling this deep pain but YOU ARE, I promise. Loving yourself and being there for yourself during this is so important and having your own back is crucial. I need you to know that it will get better and to give yourself time and love yourself endlessly.
So 4 weeks later and I am struggling and that is okay. I have more good moments than bad but when the bad comes I don't squash it and I let myself breathe and feel. But I know this is getting better.
I am sending so much love to each and every person reading this. Whatever you're going through it will get better, I am not just saying that. Love yourself and let yourself feel.